I decided to fix things in my life. Get back on track, do what I have been promising myself I would do. It’s nothing dramatic, nothing major. I have noticed that for a while, that I have been basically living my own life. Doing what I want to do, when I want to, thinking that I am the one in control.
News Flash. I’m not.
Living life with God in the backseat is, without a doubt, a harrowing experience. The scary part is when the voice you hear gets quiet. It happens over time too. Slowly, it gets quieter, and quieter until one day…silence. It so scary knowing that God and I are so far apart. And I know it too. I feel like my prayers are bouncing off the ceiling, falling right back on me. Everything I do, I say, is not what it should be. The great thing though is, that no matter how many steps you take away from God, it only takes one step to go back. So I am taking that one step back.
